Times Three

by Aila Fay

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1.
Dreams 04:07
I have these dreams sometimes That I know can’t be true I have these dreams sometimes But oh, they feel so real I have these dreams sometimes Things so close but just out of reach I have these dreams sometimes Mockeries of the real thing Imposter! You’re in my head Intruder! How’d you get in? You’re only the darker side of me Tryna put away my life and hide away the key Hide away the key I have these dreams sometimes Free-fallin, but I can’t fly I have these dreams sometimes Need someone to pluck me outta the sky I have these dreams sometimes Floating under tons of water I have these dreams sometimes But I can’t break through to the other side Imposter! You’re in my head Intruder! How’d you get in? You’re only the darker side of me Tryna put away my life and hide away the key And all of you people keep looking at me! Like, this is my soul, man, don’t you understand? What are you staring at, and can you please stop? Cause I’m feeling pretty pried opened and examined On a metaphorical operating table, Your attention akin to the bright white lights Imposter! You’re in my head Intruder! How’d you get in? You’re only the darker side of me Tryna put away my life and hide away the key Imposter! Intruder! You’re only the darker side of me Tryna put away my life and hide away the key Hide away the key I have these dreams sometimes I have these dreams sometimes
2.
“You’ve gotta try to fit the mold, love,” As he bent my arms and legs into contortionist shapes, “I know it may not feel right yet, But I promise you that you will be safe.” I said, “I know you only meant the best things But man, is it so hard to get it right On the first try, On the first try,” I said, “I know, I know, I know you had the best intentions But I think maybe that you underestimated me In so many more ways than one.” “You’ve gotta try to fit the mold, love, Squish yourself into your little box People will like you better that way!” Predictable and safe and slowly dying inside “You’ve gotta try to fit the mold, love, The nails that protrude are the ones that get pounded down, And life can sure be a mallet sometimes, And if you try real hard, you can make that box look pretty..” I said, “I know you only meant the best things, But man, is it so hard to get it right On the first try, on the first try,” I said, “I know, I know, I know you had the best intention But I think maybe that you underestimated me In so many more ways than one!” “Oh, my flesh, Oh, my blood, How can I let you throw your life to the breeze? Oh, my heart, Oh, my soul, I can’t sit back and let you fly freely, “Oh, my flesh, Oh, my blood, How can I let you throw your life to the breeze? Oh, my heart, Oh, my soul, I can’t sit back and let you fly freely…” But what I want you to know more than anything else Is that I’m valid in my flaws And in my strengths and in my weakness I said, “I’m valid in my experience And I know what my soul craves, So here I go, no, here I come!” My dream has only just begun My dream has only just begun My dream has only just begun Well, I guess you’ve got one stubborn nail on your hands
3.
Finalities 05:09
You know I’m not that great at letting go, right? You want me to put up walls just like you have? Well, I don’t fuck with walls, baby, I will build a castle And there ain’t no way I’m doubling back You want isolation from me? Well you’ve got it for all eternity Cause I don’t know about you, but I’ll tell ya, I know me And I mean, I tend to deal in finalities Ooo, I’m in the business of final decisions Ooo, don’t look back, you can’t go that way! Ooo, I don’t do many reconsiderations, So you’d better be damn sure, Cause I mean what I say You know, I never thought I’d be strong enough Now broken and repaired I stand proud and tall I call upon the Goddess and upon my inner strength One last shout and then that structure will fall So you thought you could just overlook me? Ignore the work, blood, sweat, tears that I put in Well, I’m no doormat, baby, I’m your goddamn adversary You locked horns with the wrong warrior chick! Ooo, I’m in the business of final decisions Ooo, don’t look back, you can’t go that way, Ooo, I don’t do many reconsiderations So you’d better be damn sure Cause I mean what I say By the power of three, I make my move, Maiden and Mother and Crone Spinning and dancing til we’re one and the same My power magnified, racing through my veins By the power of three, I make my move, Maiden and Mother and Crone Spinning and dancing til we’re one and the same My power magnified, racing through my veins By the power of three, I make my move, Maiden and Mother and Crone Spinning and dancing til we’re one and the same My power magnified, racing through my veins Through my veins

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Times Three is a collection of my three angstiest songs, featuring my Stream Team cronies across the tracks. These songs were fueled by naysayers and my tenacity in going for it anyway - I wrote it for people who have dreams and gifts and passions (so, everyone, hehe) that just can't be silenced. Whatever it is that your soul craves, I hope that you won't wait to feed that passion like I did for so many years.
It is my honor to present my first EP - I sincerely hope you enjoy it and find something within that resonates with you.

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released January 21, 2022

BIG THANK YOU! MOUNTAINOUS THANK YOU, EVEN, to my cherished best friend and producer/mixer/mentor/radio DJ/musician extraordinaire, Diggy Kat of Vufcup - without you, I would never have even embarked on this journey, and because of you I now have two releases and an album in the works. I can't thank you enough.

I am also so so grateful to those that have contributed to this album and to my music, so gigantic thank you's to the following excellent musicians and wonderful friends of mine: Ariel Carreño, Rorie Kelly, and Lucky Lamond!! You are all so awesome and have brought something unique and magickal to this creation.

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ailafay Palmdale, California

A musical faerie spreading love, light, and just a ✨dash✨ of sweet, sweet rebellion 🧚🏻‍♀️💥

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